it took just one moment in a karaoke bar to change me forever.

all it ever takes is one moment, they say.

(who’s they? i don’t know… whoever said it.)


I wonder if he’ll ever know how life altaring that was. Everything┬ájust fell away. Everything got quiet. Everything hummed. The single most romantic thing that has ever happened to me was that moment.


I will never ever regret the things that I have done in my life. Everything that has ever happened to me is so important because all those things, all those choices, have shaped who I am today. And I think I’m doing pretty damn good at this point if I do say so myself. I simply don’t regret.

So when I say what I’m about to say, don’t you dare take it as a regret.


But sometimes I have to wonder….

what would have happened…

if he hadn’t run away…


was i really that scary?